Friday, December 19, 2008

RIP

A friend has died.

Even though I 've only known him a short while, he has provided me more comfort during this ordeal than people I've known for years. He was never afraid to tell me to smile; he had been there before.

It's surprising how much I am mourning- I was praying, errr, sending good energy out into the ether in hopes that he'd make it to christmas.

fucking bone cancer. eat my ass.

3 comments:

Aftercancer said...

That sucks. Sorry for your loss.

olivia said...

hm... i'm sorry to hear that. i'm sure he's in a better place. turn your sorrow into strength to beat that cancer to a pulp!

i love you and miss you.

Pansy Palmetto said...

I learned of his passing while I was at work. I went home because I could not stop crying. I, too, am surprised/upset with how much I am mourning.

I saw your mom just before Thanksgiving. I am so sorry you are having a tough time with your treatments. They are very harsh that is for sure.

Keep on floating yourself through this. I think your treatments are possibly dazing your brain, which hopefully helps with the "coping". It's not your attitude because you are very much keeping on with keeping on.

Take care.