Saturday, December 6, 2008

tough times

This month will be the hardest month of my life.

I start 30 rounds of radiation on the 15th, concurrently with chemo.

I don't even know what to expect.

I've just finished my 6th cycle, 5 days of chemo (today is my first day off) and I feel barely alive. I am a shell of the person I once was. I can't even do those things so vital to living- eating, sleeping, etc. all deny me their pleasures.

oh well. another day.

5 comments:

jennyofthesaint said...

Beautiful Kaylin, you keep inspiring me. Always you are in my thoughts.

eppie said...

Your strength and courage are truly inspiring!

Anonymous said...

Oh darn. Sounds like its going to be a crapy Christmas. Just hang in there sweetie and I'll see you Christmas Day. Love, Aunt Benny

Valerie said...

Howdy!Remember:

One day at a time, it will not last forever.

Much love, Haley

Aftercancer said...

Hang in there, I know it's really dark and this sucks but you are stronger and braver than you think you are.