This month will be the hardest month of my life.
I start 30 rounds of radiation on the 15th, concurrently with chemo.
I don't even know what to expect.
I've just finished my 6th cycle, 5 days of chemo (today is my first day off) and I feel barely alive. I am a shell of the person I once was. I can't even do those things so vital to living- eating, sleeping, etc. all deny me their pleasures.
oh well. another day.