For once in my life I am surrounding myself with people who want to be with me, instead of chasing ghosts. A realization of mortality will do this to you. You find yourself grasping the present with frantic enthusiasm.
I have no more illusions.
Besides, who needs illusions with sunsets like these?
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Your tumour gets weaker.
Your bullshit detector gets stronger.
See you at YSL, somewhere over the rainbow, Cancer Girl!
--Doran
ya...sometimes we have to have things taken away from us to see what we do have and what is real. In that...it builds us into a new person. A 2nd chance at a start to a new life.
A lesson that gives new eyes, new mind and heart.
hey-o! my mom said she ran into yo mama and mom was super excited that the nasty tumor had shrunk! I am beyond excited. I hope you had a good tofurkey-day. I'll send out another letter soon. Love you mucho (I wish I could bearhug you)
i've been bad.
i haven't been able to find those damn butterflies anywhere. maybe it's the season?!
i don't know.
all i know is that tonight i will be going to the Mezzanine and i'll be missing you. Who will I pop handfuls of midol and chug jameson with?
i miss you dearly and don't know who i'll hang out with at the show! :(
love you.
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